SAINt JHN - Sucks To Be You

Told Lee he'd be a millionaire Sucks to be you 'cause I would have loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Runnin' through cartels and jumpin' through bombshells I thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands It sucks to be you 'cause I would have loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Jump over bombshells and runnin' through cartels Thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands This story don't start off great I'm a gorilla goin' ape I'm just a street nigga tryna make it to a milli in all the wrong ways I'm runnin' all the long plays They said I was born the wrong shade I shoulda made it five years ago, my nigga, I was really born late I used to, carry sticks in my clothes Carry work in my shoes Below the poverty line, what you expect me to do? Runnin' through this life until twenty-one, twenty-two Until I had to make a choice, you helped me choose She said she believe in me, just keep on goin' Just make sure when you get there leave the door open I said you know who I am, it's the kid from Brooklyn I wish you still believed, even though tears are soaking' Sucks to be you 'cause I would have loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Runnin' through cartels and jumpin' through bombshells I thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands It sucks to be you 'cause I would have loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Jump over bombshells and runnin' through cartels Thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands So I tell nobody 'bout my dreams workin' at the hotel 'Cause I don't think confessions over there might go well And goin' back to the hood means that I of course failed You either kill or you are killed so I say Moved uptown, Kyra gave me a place to stay Mama kicked me out back then She did it ungraciously Came home to all of the locks changed on New Year's Eve I'm glad we're doin' better, we're both okay I stayed there for like three years Oh, bless her heart and soul She's worth a pot of gold She's worth a thousand years in G-Wagons on the road I made a promise I keep it, won't ever betray those She said she believe in me, just keep on goin' Just make sure when you get there leave the door open I said you know who I am, it's the kid from Brooklyn I had abandonment issues you left me broken Sucks to be you 'cause I would have loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Runnin' through cartels and jumpin' through bombshells I thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands It sucks to be you 'cause I would have loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Jump over bombshells and runnin' through cartels Thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands It sucks to be you