Joyner Lucas, YoungBoy Never Broke Again - Deep End

Every day I wake up, that's a brand-new story, carry out my plan I done took my chance, from the top I die, if it's a long way down, I hope I land God, I'm Your child, but in these streets, I can't be weak, so I'm a man I can't be beat, so I'ma stand, I want my kids know who I am All full of love, ain't had no parachute, from the mountaintop, I dive And she knew I was exhausted from it all now For you, ain't even about if I die 'Cause I got evil on my conscious, but I know that God is watchin' (whoo-whoo-whoo) But I gotta grind no matter the time 'cause I know when no one would do it for me Earn all my stripes like ridin' a bike, a nigga been doin' this shit in my sleep (uh, uh) And my motivation I get from my kids, if there was no them, then who would I be? Who would you bump if there wasn't no me? What is Gen-Z if there ain't no YB? I thank God for the music, I know if it wasn't for that, then I'd prolly be stuck in a cell (uh, uh) I know a few niggas who shoulda been home, but caught up, and now they all sittin' in jail Yeah, I had me some bitches I thought really loved me until I found out that the shit wasn't real Fuck it, I guess I'ma sit in the field, count up this money, and stick to myself (whoa, yeah) Ain't no discussion, all of the bullshit got me muggin' I don't gotta say forgive 'em, fuck it, I'm still gon' hold these grudges I been searchin' for some guidance, prayin' The Lord'll show me somethin' Maybe therapy'll fix it, make me different, if it doesn't, well then fuck it I'll be jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (yeah) I been fallin' for no reason I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (uh) I been crashin' for no reason And it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (uh) I-I been crashin' for no reason I know my back against the wall, gotta stand up tall and hold my head For them days ain't wanna wake up, but I turn my lows into some bread (some bread) And when niggas think that they know me 'cause of the shit that they done read (uh) How the fame make me feel lonely? I been livin' on the edge (ay, ay, ay) I been in my head, and all I can think about is seein' you (okay) Told my bitch that I got faith if you got faith in me and you (uh-huh) But you know I'm starvin', baby, I ain't changin' me for you (uh, uh) I'ma fix myself for me, but I got things I need to do So if you come over, we can situate some things (ay) Come in, now come closer, don't you run away from me And she don't seem as sweet as you would think (yeah) I love her, but don't trust her, not as far as I can see, oh, oh (uh, uh) God, You did Your one with me (ay) Washed my clothes in the sink, now I'm the one that they wan' be, oh-oh, Slime For the ones I loved, left my front open and got backdoored But I'm still strong, and I'm thankful, I just had to hold on Hope you know that I been jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (yeah) I been fallin' for no reason I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (uh) I been crashin' for no reason And it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (ay) I-I been crashin' for no reason Yeah, I say it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end