Varials - Wound

I can see Why you felt the way you did When you're seconds from the end Do you think of me Or is it all the same Did you walk through the walls Were you ever here at all Is it empty black Or is it all the same My open wound Heavy hand from a heavy head I was there and didn't see With a single blow He wiped it all away You've bit right through your tongue So who here's at fault? What a fucked up question My open wound It scabs again But it never heals over My open wound Is draped around me All for your entertainment Is it artful drowning Or a gross exaggeration Of a higher power still watching over I don't think so But it's just a waste of thought Because I don't believe in god I can't separate it from the rest It's such a fucking shame That unless we shared a past Or it's the apple of my eye It still wouldn't change a thing It's a sad, sad truth But we all come to terms My open wound It scabs again But it never heals over My open wound Is draped around me All for your entertainment I can't separate it from the rest And you say it's such a shame You say it's a waste of thought Because I don't believe in god Between you and me Who am I to be saved? I don't want to be alive