Halsey - Alice of the Upper Class

What happened to the girl I knew? The one so sweet, the ingenue The jail bait, roommate, not a fuckin' lightweight Party till I'm black and blue like I think I'm gonna miss my train The street signs all look the same I think I've been awake for days, but it's much fun I have no shame Like Alice through the looking glass I'm tired of the upper class I wanna go back, go back, go back, go back, go back! I'm a freak, yeah, I'm a psycho I feel so good when I am hypomanic I'm mechanically up all night, though Took another dose, but I don't think it's micro I'm a beast, yeah, I'm a monster I knew beauty, then I lost her In a coma, can't defrost her Can't you see that I'm an imposter? Where's the fun in doing well? The good girls never kiss and tell Not the smart ass, white trash, bitches in the first class Well, that's American dreamin' in a nutshell You gotta get me off this plane The fight attendant said my name The captain said you better buckle up 'Cause you're headed to hell in the fast lane Like Alice through the lookin' glass I'm tired of the upper class I wanna go back, go back, go back, go back, go back! I'm a freak, yeah, I'm a psycho I feel so good when I am hypomanic I'm mechanically up all night, though Took another dose, but I don't think it's micro I'm a beast, yeah, I'm a monster I knew beauty, then I lost her In a coma, can't defrost her Can't you see that I'm an imposter? I know now what I always knew I don't belong here, how 'bout you? You can have my seat, it's yours for free But I still get punished for good deeds So you're watchin' from ten thousand feet and the magazine said R-I-P And I crashed, I crashed, I crashed, I crashed, I crashed, I crashed! I'm a freak, yeah, I'm a psycho I feel so good when I am hypomanic I'm mechanically up all night, though Took another dose, but I don't think it's micro I'm a beast, yeah, I'm a monster I knew beauty, then I lost her In a coma, can't defrost her Can't you see that I'm an imposter?