Halsey - I Never Loved You

(Oh-oh) They're cutting her up On the operating table, but it wasn't enough The front desk pages, it's a call for the ages They couldn't save her, they couldn't save her The surgeon said, "She had a hole in her heart" But it wasn't her fault, it was there from the start Trying to love you through an open wound 'Cause everything I put inside there just fell right through And I hold the parts together with some pressure and glue And you're running in slo-mo to the hospital room If you only knew How bad it hurt me too So now you can take the money, you can get on a plane To a beautiful island, build a house in my name You can donate all the money to somebody in pain And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame I never loved you I never loved you I never loved you in vain (Oh-oh) They're sewing me shut Opening the doors and then removing their gloves Taking the long way to the end of the hallway They couldn't save her, they couldn't save her You told the nurses that we argued a lot And you're rambling on about the last time we fought You drove off screaming on the night you were caught You left me standing in the parking lot I took off chasing you down Route 22 'Cause you never listen and I'm terrible too You kept on driving far away from the issues If you stopped, I would've kissed you So now you can take the money, you can get on a plane To a beautiful island, build a house in my name You can donate all the money to somebody in pain And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame I never loved you I never loved you I never loved you in vain Flash of light, heat of fire Head on concrete and the screeching of tires Sound of sirens, rush of pain I almost thought I heard you call my name So now you can take the money, you can get on a plane To a beautiful island, build a house in my name You can donate all the money to somebody in pain And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame I never loved you I never loved you I never loved you in vain