Ekoh - Drag Me From Hell

And if you drag me from Hell Would I still be safe from myself? I can't wash this blood off of my hands Even if you can Drag me from Hell, I won't be safe from myself Yeah, I'm scared of me And I've been feelin' like a funeral director With the feelings that I'm burying The more I make, the more I'm spendin' on this therapy And I still make the same fuckin' mistakes, it's embarrassing And maybe this is all just a phase, maybe this is life Maybe I'm afraid if you see the real me, then you won't like it 'Cause any substance I've been usin' to escape the very thing That's also makin' me fall apart, but I still invite it I seem to fuck everything up and even when I try It's like I keep fighting against the current every time I disconnect from myself When did the boy inside his room become a ghost in the shell? If you drag me from Hell Would I still be safe from myself? I can't wash this blood off of my hands Even if you can Drag me from Hell, I won't be safe from myself Drag me out, but I don't think I'm escaping this (I don't) Loneliness got me thinkin' some crazy shit Actin' proud, that poison is probably killin' slow I am the enemy, origin story started in a broken home Everyone leave me alone Pressure got me on the edge, I'm 'bout to lose it again The meds got me in a fuckin' haze And hurtin' anyone around me tryna feel better, but can't break From this negative force that I've been holdin' Since spendin' birthdays in psychiatric clinics And tryna blame myself for everything I couldn't course correct Been torn to shreds and thought I'd Fix it if I could get more success, but know that I seem to fuck everything up and even when I try It's like I'm pretending I'm someone else, but it's a lie And I don't know what will help When did the boy inside his room become a ghost in the shell? If you drag me from Hell Would I still be safe from myself? I can't wash this blood off of my hands Even if you can Drag me from Hell, I won't be safe from myself (Drag me, me from Hell) (Drag me, me from Hell) If you drag me from Hell Would I still be Safe from myself? I can't wash this blood off of my hands Even if you can Drag me from Hell, I won't be safe from myself