girl in red - i'll die anyway.

I think back to when Life was good, I was content But it's been so many years I can't remember how it feels I reach for me, but I'm not there It's so lonely, but who cares It's fine, it's okay I'll die anyway I reach for me, but I'm not there I always wonder why I'm here It's fine, it's okay I'll die anyway I guess I could say I've learned to live this way But it's still hard to find Reasons to stay alive Accepting I'm pointless Isn't the hardest When it's so Completely obvious My questions are countless Looking for answers So far I'm clueless Go back to sleep I reach for me, but I'm not there It's so lonely, but who cares It's fine, it's okay I'll die anyway I reach for me, but I'm not there I always wonder why I'm here It's fine, it's okay I'll die anyway I'll die anyway I'll die anyway I'll die anyway I'll die anyway