girl in red - Body And Mind

I've been in the deep end since I realized There is a difference between body and mind I've been at my lowest for the longest time Knowing my existence is not one of a kind But I've had My deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down Yeah, I've had My deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down I've been seeking solace in the strangest of things Gettin' my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks I've been chasin' everything that makes mе feel cold Practicing self-love is something I don't rеally know So I suppose I cannot live like this no more Filling a lifetime with remorse I'm closing up the void (void) But I've had My deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down Yeah, I've had My deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down Been in the deep end since I realized There is a difference between body and mind If I could make it go quiet inside Get some rest for my weary eyes Tonight, I'm giving my all for a remedy Grant myself serenity But if I don't leave it all behind But I've had My deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down Yeah, I've had My deepest cries for now My heart's out My guard's down