girl in red - Serotonin

I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off, like Jumping in front of a bus, like, how do I make this stop, when it Feels like my therapist hates me? (Are you ready to me see me now?) Please don't let me go crazy (yeah) Put me in a field with daisies, might not work, but I'll take a "Maybe" Oh, been breaking daily, but only me can save me So I'm capitulating, crying like a fucking baby I don't wanna miss it, ba-da, I don't wanna be sick, ah-da I don't, la-ba-deh-deh-ba-deh, da-da-da, brah-da-da-da I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine And there's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside I get intrusive thoughts like burning my hair off, like Hurting somebody I love, like, does it ever really stop? When there's control, I lose it (are you ready to see me now?) Incredibly impulsive (yeah) So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid But I try to contain it, ah, it gets so drainin' It's like my heart is failing, every night, I'm contemplatin' My inner voice is saying, "Tough," so I try to brush it off Yeah, I try to brush it off I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine And there's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside Kan man ikke, kan man kjenne i hjertet at, hvis man får blodpropp? Jeg følte liksom flere ganger at hjertet mitt slutta å slå at, og sånn at Eller, som jeg fortalte, at jeg ble helt sånn tung og rar i kroppen