Grim Salvo - March of the Earwigs

A shell bursts open And the baby earwig struggles to emerge (- the same?) (Something changed after what I saw) (Am I ever gonna be okay?) Because what looks like a harmless ballgame Actually has murderous intent Demons laughing at me What's so funny? Now I really wanna know, I'm asking Don't try to shield me from the glow, I wanna feel it all I lay down in the sun, I'm basking I couldn't hold on to the dawn Now everything I know is gone Go-go-gone Gone, go-go-gone I regurgitate per every ritual hook Operators, I'm makin' 'em miserable In a battle where all is permissible They betray and berate individuals I reserved a new fate that's just pitiful Super crook, pipe dream, war criminal Struggle for breath 'til I'm dead and invisible Coming up with ways to escape I need some chemicals Black-clad in a midnight Countach Broken homeboy, yeah, I got a dad and two moms Thinking about the cold void out in space, I'm too gone Blacked out slumber all around me like a new god Eatin' salad in my fever palace, getting croutons Black swan, bug ballerina in her shoe bombs Cracked down 'cause knew I couldn't wait for true love Now we strapped down, dug up in the rubble like Fallujah Demons laughing at me What's so funny? Now I really wanna know, I'm asking Don't try to shield me from the glow, I wanna feel it all I lay down in the sun, I'm basking I couldn't hold on to the dawn Now everything I know is gone Go-go-gone (Am I ever gonna be the same?) (Something changed after what I saw) (Am I ever gonna be okay?) (Sometimes I feel like I'm too far gone) Hoe, I got me a new god! With a razor-sharp beak and some tentacles I'll be okay through the fog, see the dreadnought I keep a keen blade, burrow any mean face Push that shit right through his spectacles Hoe, I got me a new god! With a razor-sharp beak and some tentacles Yeah, we building a flock like the Rajneesh Then we'll die in the back of a room, nonchalantly Remember us fondly! I regurgitate per every ritual hook Operators, I'm makin' 'em miserable Used to think this was all fixable Now I pray to a god with six tentacles In a battle where all is permissible They betray and berate individuals I reserved a new fate that's just pitiful Super crook, pipe dream, war criminal Struggle for breath 'til I'm dead and invisible Coming up with ways to escape I need some chemicals Black-clad in a midnight Countach Broken homeboy, yeah, I got a dad and two moms Thinking about the cold void out in space, I'm too gone Blacked out slumber all around me like a new god Cracked down 'cause knew I couldn't wait for true love Now we strapped down, dug up in the rubble like Fallujah