Charlie Houston - 19

So lonely in, in this life Surround myself with people just to make me feel alive I don't know how to calm down Just spend my nights and tip the bottle up inside my mouth "I'm sure you'll be just fine" is what my parents say They don't know what it's like, 19 in modern days So let's just go back to the party Kiss each other like we never kissed someone before And I'm not asking, and I'm not sorry I'm just tryna clear my mind I'm fucked up Just enough to clear my mind 'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind I'm fucked up Just enough to clear my mind No, I'd rather change last night My body froze the second that I looked into my eyes I'm freaking out, can you tell? My hands are shaking in my pocket so I hide them well 'Cause, "I'm sure you'll be just fine" is what my parents say They don't know what it's like, 19 in modern days So let's just go back to the party Kiss each other like we never kissed someone before Before 'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind And I'm fucked up Just enough to clear my mind 'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind I'm fucked up Just enough to clear my mind