Pouya - Hard to Break a Habit When You Fall in Love

Lately, my decision-making has been tragic Make a wrong move, the consequences can be drastic I pray it jam in traffic, make it to the back nine Cruel world, even your mama could get flat lined Nobody care until it's too late Family crying, baby boy hung himself with his own shoelace I know it take a lot to escape the weight of the world So I don't judge on the intake of drugs Hard to break a habit when you fall in love I been tryna get it right, but I been fuckin' up Baby, could you tell me that I'm strong enough? I wanna be the one for you, but I been in a rut, yeah Be baby bone's backbone as you get your back blown In the two-tone Porsche with the roof gone Then have an argument and send me to the futon Been gettin' money, you rappers still using coupons Been spittin' flows and blockin' bitches like buffon Sold-out shows, so come in and get your groove on Not even 30, but I've been doing this too long That's how it feels when you change the whole scene Way before your prime, barely crackin' 17 Used to wanna be an artist, now they just wanna be seen By any means, teens walk around like crack fiends Gettin' high off, like, views and streams I been a victim of these same dreams The highs, the lows, everything in between Only I can decide what my life could be 'Cause who else is gonna fight for me? In a world where nobody livin' righteously, yeah I gotta do what's right for me Forgive me for my wrongdoing, I get high Play with my life like I'm rolling dice Poke my vein, hoping that the pain will subside Whatever floats your boat, whatever finds your lost remote, yeah Whatever kicks you into overdrive Do what you gotta do to stay alive Whatever happened with the passion within you and I? Just what I think about when I lay down Dogs in the backyard runnin' around Baby mama holdin' me down with no drama Dreams, I'm hopin' to live out and outlive my bad karma Yeah, I hope I live past my regrets And I'm able to get everything off my chest I hope the money was worth the investment The music is my testament For the pain and suffering through the fame, as my memories begin to fade And the energy around me don't feel the same On the phone with Jahseh a few days before he got slain Wish I could remember every word he said that day But those days, my mind was so foggy And plus I didn't know that'd be the last time he would call me A couple weeks before Peep died, he came to my home Invited me to his show, but I had a cold, so I couldn't go I said, "I love you, be safe on the road" Yeah, ayy, ayy, be safe on the road