Night Lovell - ALIVE EVEN WHEN I DIE

Yeah Outby16, or dead at the scene, but together forever I'm tryna go away, go away, go away, go away, go away Yeah, mm Ayy I can tell you guys a story 'bout my life At times I never thought my life would turn to light (Ayy, ayy) Thinkin' if the shit I did was right And now my mind is puttin' up a fuckin' fight I feel guilty all the motherfuckin' time (Time) Even though all of this fuckin' shit I got is mine (Mine, uh) Guess that's what I asked for Don't feel I'm deservin' of these stamps on my passport (Ayy) (Swear this life shit is a bitch, uh) Told you twenty times, you don't listen I don't give a fuck about your feelings Every time I do, I run into the motherfuckin' ceilin' Tryna please you when I give you all the shit you fuckin' wishin' (Tell me what the fuck you wishin', bitch) I don't leave my motherfuckin' crib, bitch Niggas probably think I don't even exist What happens if one day my car flips? I don't want you niggas near my motherfuckin' casket (Ayy, yeah) Told you my intentions, you was frantic This is just exactly how I motherfuckin' planned it You can't handle the truth, but you tell me to be honest, go figure She wants all of my time, I don't got no time to give her (I don't got no fuckin' time, bitch, ayy, uh) I just gotta stick to my script If she wanna change my ways, don't got time for no bitch I don't speak but when I do my words are candid I don't show my fuckin' moves and niggas can't stand it (Ayy, uh) I don't got no plans, might just slide up to Japan And just do it 'cause I can (Uh) Lately, I've been feelin' like the world is in my hands I'll probably call your phone to let you know soon as I land (Uh) That's just where I stand (Uh) I can see the look inside your eyes, you done fucked up your whole fuckin' mind (Uh) Don't hurt yourself tryin', you niggas not really my motherfuckin' kind And that's fine, I'm just tryna be remembered when I die, bitch Told you my intentions, you was frantic This is just exactly how I motherfuckin' planned it You can't handle the truth, but you tell me to be honest, go figure She wants all of my time, I don't got no time to give her (I don't got no fuckin' time, bitch, ayy, uh) I just gotta stick to my script If she wanna change my ways, don't got time for no bitch I don't speak but when I do my words are candid I don't show my fuckin' moves and niggas can't stand it