Scrim - Side Effects

Meds in my socks, I took off down the block I been running all my life, think it's time to stop, ah I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah Meds in my socks, I took off down the block I been running all my life, think it's time to stop, ah I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah I got what they want and it's still not enough Hole so deep inside and I can't stuff it up Whether it's with these hoes or with these drugs I don't wanna be here, wanna get the fuck Miss my family and I miss my girl I try my best to give them all the world Feel like I am not enough sometimes Crying in my hands, like, "Why?" Love me for who I am, don't love me for what I do Love you with everything, tell me "I love you too" I done gave everything, I don't got nothing left I am exhausted, still wish you all the best Meds in my socks, I took off down the block I been running all my life, think it's time to stop I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah Meds in my socks, I took off down the block I been running all my life, think it's time to stop, ah I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah I can see my Dad's shame in his eyes Feel like he wasn't enough and don't know why I'm sorry if I made you feel more than less Did everything for me, you did your best I can see myself in my brothers I got some traits from my mother Sometimes it do scare me Sometimes I get worried Hope they don't be like me, I gotta leave in a hurry Don't want them picking up habits Don't want them feeling all damaged I would give my life for them Right now, trying hard to swim Meds in my socks, I took off down the block I been running all my life, think it's time to stop, ah I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah Meds in my socks, I took off down the block I been running all my life, think it's time to stop, ah I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah