Scrim - staring at the dust

(You did good, $lick) (It's a Smash) (Lonely boy) I got murder all on my mind, drugs up in my body Cash all in my pocket, family bank on me like Friday Ring up on her finger, things you do for love But when the parties over and the smiles fade, I'm staring down my gun, yeah Who gon' tell him? Yeah Who gon' tell him? Yeah Who gon' tell him? Yeah Who gon' tell him that the game rigged? Tryna get so fucking high, don't know what pain is You would think that living broken-hearted, what I'm trained in Smoke so much you would think my lungs is what I'm training They tell me that Jesus walked on water, but could he walk on eggshells? Never saw God in the church, but I saw him off a X pill As a kid, tried to kill myself, could never hold back the exhale Now mixing fent' with the Xans was the last time that I slept well, yeah Rooms tend to get more crowded the more that I'm making money Just give some time, they will reveal they do not love me Taking them subs and hoping that they do not judge me How can God love me when I heard he don't like ugly? If time heals, then I better live to see five hunnid Been telling me pray, but I rather take my meds and up it Camoed out in the woods, but it's me that's feeling hunted I already knew you would hurt me, baby, that's why I keep numbing Like a thief, I found God on a cross I can see the hate in my brother's eyes every time we talk Why not him? Why me? I would've took my loss Fuck it, take the house, take the money, take the cars, yeah Take the stress, take the hurt, take it all If he was dying, blow my head, take my heart, yeah Play my part, pop a narc, fade to dark Devil paid, God saved, what a thought This for the ones that feel worthless, yeah This for the ones don't feel worth it, yeah This for the ones that ain't considered It's gonna be okay, let go of the trigger This one for the sinners, yeah This one for the sinners, yeah This one for the sinners, yeah This one for the sinners, yeah This one for the sinners This one for the sinners This one for the sinners This one for the sinners Hey, dude, happy birthday I know you're getting old