Zero 9:36 - I'm Not

[00:02.17] I wasn't holdin' on to words that you never meant [00:04.85] Problems with myself 'cause of the things that I never said [00:07.11] Brea-, brea-, breaking down the walls between us [00:08.77] Only to find that the open door was straight ahead [00:10.53] So tell me, what am I breaking my back for? [00:12.70] I should've asked more, probably could've relaxed more [00:15.04] When I was tripping, could've filled the red stamp on the passport [00:17.62] Now I'm just guessing that I'm gettin' the pain that I asked for [00:20.18] This is exactly what I never came back for [00:22.40] Bеcause I'm, not, searching for forgivenеss [00:27.31] Because I'm, not, taking back the things I've done [00:32.51] And I'm, not, making your decisions [00:40.83] Because you're everything I'm not [00:44.39] [00:48.02] Can never live in the background [00:50.71] It's getting harder to stop this bleeding back [00:53.50] Never needed to back down [00:55.86] Been underwater and I'm still breathin' in [00:58.47] Next up, my God, I've got, one thing and I want more reasons [01:03.24] And I've got, my heart, turned up [01:06.01] Sick of trying to fight this feeling [01:07.87] Because I'm, not, searching for forgiveness [01:12.71] Because I'm, not, taking back the things I've done [01:18.23] And I'm, not, making your decisions [01:26.64] Because you're everything I'm not [01:31.75] (Because you're everything I'm not) [01:38.71] As I take in my last breath [01:42.05] And this weight is on my shoulders [01:44.68] I don't need to second-guess [01:46.83] Won't let you in [01:49.67] Feel this pain inside my chest [01:52.16] And we're only growing colder [01:54.79] I don't need to second-guess [01:57.02] I let you in [01:58.86] I'm, not, searching for forgiveness [02:03.28] Because I'm, not, taking back the things I've done [02:08.65] And I'm, not, making your decisions [02:17.17] Because you're everything I'm not [02:19.10] I'm, not, searching for forgivenеss [02:23.57] Because I'm, not, taking back the things I've done [02:28.94] And I'm, not, making your decisions [02:37.30] Because you're everything I'm not [02:41.43]