Orla Gartland - Did It to Myself

I woke up to an empty bed I took a walk to clear my head I wished you were there instead But then I shook it off What the hell did I used to do? I'm even starting to speak like you And now you're living in my memory Living in my mouth Living in the four fucking walls of my house I feel like a letdown To not be your friend, now I, I feel like a letdown And now you're gone, gone, gone I know I did it to myself I know I did it to myself I know I did it to myself I know I Oh, I know I did it to myself I know I did it to myself I know I did it to myself I know I Your personality's split in two I fell in love with a half of you And when you told me what you went through I couldn't brush it off (Brush it off, brush it off, brush it off, brush it off) I wonder what are you doing now Defeats the point of shutting you out And now my part of London feels so haunted You gave me a power that I never even wanted You said, "I feel like a letdown To not be your friend now" I, I, I feel like a letdown And now you're gone, gone, gone I know I did it to myself I know I did it to myself I know I did it to myself I know I Oh, I know I did it to myself (I, I) I know I did it to myself (I, I) I know I did it to myself (I, I) I know I (I, I did it) Oh my god, you're everything I know Let it sink in right now Oh my god, you're everything I know Get ready for the comedown Did it to myself Did it to myself Did it to myself I know I Did it to myself (I, I) Did it to myself (I, I) Did it to myself (I, I) I know I (I, I) I know I did it to myself (I, I) I know I did it to myself (I, I) I know I did it to myself (I, I) I know I (I know, I know, I know, I know I) I know I did it to myself (I, I) I can't blame nobody else (I, I) I know I did it to myself (I, I) I know I You said answer honestly And I went with option B I lost you and you lost me I can't shake it off