Eve St. Jones - Why

How many times do I have to try tell you That I'm sorry for the things I've done? When I start to try to tell you That's when you have to tell me Hey, this kind of trouble's only just begun I tell myself too many times Why don't you ever learn to keep your big mouth shut? That's why it hurts so bad to hear the words That keep fallin' from your mouth Fallin' from your mouth Fallin' from your mouth Tell me Why I may be mad I may be blind I may be viciously unkind But I can still read what you're thinking I've heard it said too many times That you'd be better off besides Why can't you see this boat is sinking? So let's go down to the water's edge And we can cast away those doubts Some things are better left unsaid But they still turn me inside out Turning inside out Turning inside out So tell me Why Why This is the book I never read These are the words I never said This is the path I'll never tread These are the dreams I'll dream instead And this is the joy that's seldom spread These are the tears The tears we shed This is the fear This is the dread These are the contents of my head And these are the years that we have spent This is what they represent Oh, this is how I feel Do you know how I feel? I don't think you know how I feel I don't think you know how I feel You don't know how I feel